Saturday, October 27, 2012

Hunter's Visit


So I’ve been contemplating posting about this for the past couple of weeks and decided to wait. As you all know, I am extending my contract through WorldTeach to come back to Namibia next year. The part that I haven’t shared yet and have just sorted out is that I will not be staying at my site anymore. I have very mixed emotions about this reality. I can tell you that I will miss my learners and I will miss my village. Yes I called it my village but that’s because it’s felt like my home this year. On the bright side, I will make wherever my new site is my new home. Home is where your heart is and for the time being, my heart is in Africa. That is not to say that I don’t have a home where my family is but where my passion is remains here with me in Namibia.

I am not sure where my new site will be yet but I will hopefully find that out this week. I am sure you are all wondering…why is she leaving Onambutu? I could go through the whole thing with you but ultimately the answer was that my school has too many teachers for next year and has no room for a volunteer. So, I will leave it simple as that and move onto the next adventure here. I have two months left with my learners and I plan on enjoying this precious time that we have left. You may also be asking yourselves, why stay and extend if you aren’t staying at your school? Well, I said that I believe my time here isn’t finished and I meant it. Whether it is here or another place I feel passionately about volunteering and teaching in Namibia. I have grown to love Namibia and the challenges and rewards it has brought me. It’s not easy but if someone ever told you life was easy, they were lying.

Ready for some random information? The baby goat that I wrote about a few posts back was found by its mother two days later and is still alive. Also, I have come to terms with the fact that Hunter is no longer my dog. He doesn’t really come around here anymore because he has found a new loving home with the learners at my principal’s house. They simply adore him and rave about how nice it is to have him living there. One of my 8A learners was telling me that Hunter is now used to him and follows him when he is walking. He also told me that Hunter was named perfectly because he loves to hunt animals while they are out in the bush together. It makes me smile to think that this boy found a best friend in Hunter. Hunter was there for me when I needed it at the beginning of this experience and now I can rest assured that he is well fed and well loved. The boy knew how much I missed Hunter and walked him back to my area yesterday. I was shocked when I heard someone walking into my house and pushing open the door to my room. It was Hunter, all alone and very excited to see me. He found his way back to the house and into my arms once again. I spent a few hours with him and we walked into the village together. I couldn’t say goodbye so it was a see you soon and I walked into my house for the night. When I woke up this morning he was gone but I am thankful for the visit.

 Peace and Love,
Chels

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

Birthday Shenanigans


Yesterday was my birthday. I am now 23 years old and having a few class periods off have gotten to thinking. Another year older, but what’s in a year? It really depends on what you do with it and what you make of it. From year 22 to 23 I have left college and moved home, worked 3 jobs to try and pay for Africa and then finally moved to Africa to start my volunteer experience. I don’t feel like the same person I was a year ago. It’s strange sometimes how one can change so much and yet not so much. I feel that my values are the same, just stronger. I’m a much stronger person than when I left the United States in December. But how long do these changes last? Sometimes we fall into old habits and the change doesn’t remain. I hope that this isn’t the case.

I love birthdays and I love spending them surrounded by friends and family. The happiest I felt today was when my students in 8B started singing happy birthday to me and at the end of class some of the girls gave me handmade cards. There isn’t much paper around here and markers are scarce so their effort was so sweet. I was also very happy to get to talk to my parents on Skype. They always know what to say to cheer me up. I went for a walk shortly after talking to my parents and when I came back to my favorite shebeen and told Lydia and her son Philippe that it was my birthday I was immediately given a free drink and some sweets. I love Namibian kindness. When I went to bed I was feeling angry that my housemate hadn’t said happy birthday to me and when I woke up this morning I had a text from her saying that she wanted to be the last to say it to me at midnight and that she loves me very much. I was so touched by that. Then when I went to leave my bedroom I found sticky notes everywhere that she had put up for me to remind me of my birthday. It really doesn’t matter how many people remember your birthday it’s the quality of the people who do. I feel so blessed this year.

I also spent this past long weekend in Opuwo with my American friends. We went to a lodge there with an infinity pool that overlooks the mountains. It was absolutely gorgeous and I had a fabulous time celebrating the birthday weekend with them. We camped at the campsite with our tents. Mine was a borrowed “china tent” bought from one of the china shops here. It ended up falling on me on the last night we were there but it held up nicely the whole weekend. We had a braii with some meat and corn which was delicious and I had a cosmo by the pool. Almost gave me the illusion I was home somewhere fancy.
Peace and Love,
Chels